I'm Tired

Guys,

I'm tired.

I'm tired all the time.

I'm tired when I get home from work. I'm tired when I get home from school, I'm tired after a nice date with my SO, and I'm just...tired.

I hate how something comes up every summer.

Last year, my world was turned completely upside down.

The year before, I couldn't understand why the parents of my ex absolutely hated me.

This year, my dreams were shattered.

Yeah, my college recruited me because they wanted me in their music program, but then gave me a minor status, telling me to try out for a major in December.

I did,

They "didn't know" I was auditioning for one.

So they told me to try again in April.

I did,

They told me I was too far behind. In fact, I was way behind. I'm so far behind that graduating with a music major was too far out of my reach.

And I looked up to this person, I looked up to everyone in the music program, until they took away what mattered most to me.

Then...I just felt so tired.

I felt sick whenever I went to practice my instrument.

When I went to lessons, I came home feeling discouraged, and never wanted to pick up my instrument again.

I hated myself so much, that everything I was once passionate about became tasteless.

My instrument brought me to tears.

My writing felt bland.

And worst of all,

I lost interest in Twitter.

It's true that I became consumed by work and a new relationship I'm in (well, not so new) but only because I needed distractions.

I can't practice, write, or RP at work,

And my lover craves attention, and we are always out and about.

It kept me at a point where I didn't make time for the important things because I didn't feel important enough to do them.

I love roleplaying and all of my internet friends dearly, and I remember telling a lot of them that whenever they feel depressed to log on anyway, that they'll feel better.

That advice became lost to me for a while.

And even though it took a lot of praying, and a lot of pep talks from my family, I got the answers I needed.

I'm not going to let these college keep me from a music major.

Nope, I'm going to transfer.

It probably means that I'll spend less time on Twitter still, because I need to get my GPA up from a 3.75 to a 3.8 so I can get a full ride at said college.

But I love sitting and doing homework with my browser up, roleplaying with all of my friends.

Funny how school made me go on Twitter more...

Then again, I hated my classes.

I still probably will.

Anyway, I want to apologize once again for my inactivity, and to everyone who wanted to go to my ball tonight.

I was just being stupid today, and happened to hang out with my SO and forgot about what life is even about.

Well, if I can recall, it's not just about making the most of everything you do, but making the most of the moments you spend with friends.

Including all of you.

I have no idea when we will have the ball (whether it be tonight or this weekend) 

But I can't wait, and I miss you all.

I'll speak to you again soon.

Your Earl of Sweets,

Ciel Phantomhive 

Fan Theory Friday 6/3

I totally blanked about fan theory Friday last week, and tomorrow I won't have time to write up a blog.

So I figured I could do it real quick.

This weeks fan theory:

What Exactly is Cubone?

Cubone is an adorable Ground type Pokémon that holds a bone and wears a skull on its head, hiding what it really looks like. While Cubone might be some

generic Pokémon, the backstory of what really lies under that skull is much darker than one might think.

Recognize this little guy?

You have seen this Pokémon before, but he's usually blue, and often travels in the pouch of this guy:

Well, have you ever thought that the baby Kangaskhan has an uncanny resemblance to Cubone?

Especially when shown this picture:

So the theory is that when a Kangaskhan dies, the little baby it carries around places it's mothers skull on its head, thus becoming Cubone.

It makes sense, until presented with some fallacies with this theory.

As everyone knows, Cubone evolves into Marowak.

Now, if Cubone were really a baby Kangaskhan, why would it evolve into a completely different Pokémon. Marowak is clearly not a Kangaskhan, considering that Kangaskhan is an entire 4 feet taller and Marowak doesn't have a pouch.

Obviously, there is a theory that some baby Kangaskhan mutate into a Cubone through evolution.

It isn't impossible for this to happen. For example: Wurmple.

Wurmple can evolve into either Silcoon or Cascoon. Once that happens, a Silcoon has no chance of becoming Dustox and a Cascoon can't evolve into Beautifly.

So if baby Kangaskhan were to be raised, it could evolve into either Cubone by being given the skull of a Kangaskhan (since some Pokémon evolve with special stones) or by personality.

But here is what your Earl of Sweets thinks:

What if baby Kangaskhan isn't a Kangaskhan at all?

Think about it. If you've ever bred a Kangaskhan with a ditto, you'd know that an actual, adult Kangaskhan emerges from the egg, and it magically already has a baby in its pouch.

Pokémon logic.

Anyway, what if Cubone and Kangaskhan come from the same egg? Like they are some sort of twin? Since the trainer usually raises the Kangaskhan, the baby in its pouch has no battle experience whatsoever, unless separated from the Kangaskhan housing it.

Once that separation occurs (such as Kangaskhan dying) then can the baby leave the pouch, and be raised as Cubone and eventually into Marowak.

Lots of complicated reasons as to why baby Kangaskhan is Cubone and is possibly Missingno (if found without the skull) but I'm more interested in what you have to say.

I'd also like you to ponder this picture:

Shout out to @aloistangel for being the first to comment and discuss the last fan theory with me.

Fan Theory Friday 5/20

You guys suck.

No discussions for Fan Theory Friday?

I guess that's okay. I mean, if you like the posts, awesome, if not, whatevs.

I like them so Ima keep doing them.

Anyway, this weeks theory is:

Jar Jar Binks, most powerful Sith Lord in the universe?

I'd type it all in the blog, but after last week, I realized that big, elaborate theories like this don't receive the justice they deserve.

So, watch this video, and I'll tell you what I think:

http://youtu.be/8yy3q9f84EA

Crazy huh?

I am the most guillible person alive, so I do agree with this theory. I mean, I think it's a pretty radical, out there concept, but the thing that convinces me of it is Jar Jar's use of martial arts. 

In all of the attack scenes, he flawlessly is able to combat using his own clumsiness. And it occurs too much in order to be luck. 

So the fact that they didn't turn him into a villain really disappoints me, because I believe that if fans are really going to be upset over something like that, then it isn't your problem. 

It's your story, and it should be told the way you want it to be told, not the way other people want it to be. It would have been outrageous if that fight scene occurred between Yoda and Jar Jar! In fact, people would still be talking about it because that's how unpredictable it would have been.

I swear, the fact that canon is depleting in our society is something that should be protested.

Like,

Freaking blow our minds instead of going with the flow.

Anyway, share your thoughts with me, your friends, your family, your dog, and comment on the tweet with the link to this blog.

Credit for this weeks theory: @MangaButler

Fan Theory Friday 5/13

Sorry for the late post once again,

I had to take an outing into London to console "her" worries.

Plus,

This cake won't eat itself...

In my defense, it is a lot to cover as far as a fan theory.

So, here today's theory is the "Ciel Twin Theory."

You may or may not have heard of this theory, but basically, many of us have questioned whether or not Ciel Phantomhive has a twin,

Or if he is even the Earl of Phantomhive at all?

Let's start at the very beginning,

It's a very good place to start.

Most people feel that the first signs of the twin theory are apparent in the Book of Circus arc, while others feel it appears in the Jack the Ripper arc.

In the JTR arc, Madam Red is seen referring to Ciel as her "favorite nephew." And to my knowledge, Rachel is the only other sibling that Madam Red has. So why would she refer to Ciel as her "favorite nephew" if he is her only nephew? 

It's rather cold if you think about it, because if Ciel really does have a twin, then that means that the twin didn't receive a whole lot of recognition because he isn't the heir to the Phantomhive estate.

What's worse is that Ciel might not even be the real Ciel at all.

So Madam Red literally said that "Ciel is the favorite" to this other twins face. 

Now how do we know if Ciel isn't the real Ciel Phantomhive?

Consider in Book of Circus,

Ciel faces a series of flashbacks along with Baron Kelvin telling his own account of his experience with the Phantomhives.

Let's begin with the Kelvin account.

In this scene, Baron Kelvin is being introduced to the Phantomhives.

Now, if Vincent was introducing the future heir to the Phantomhive Estate, why is he looking to his right?

Ciel is clearly on the left.

Vincent is seen in the right panel looking down and extending his hand to someone.

Perhaps a child blocked from the view due to that lady's dress.

The same thing occurs in this scene. Vincent places his right hand on Ciel's head, when there is clearly a child on Vincent's left. The Ciel introducing himself to the Baron is also assertive and confident in introducing himself, unlike the Ciel in the next scene, who is seen throughout this section hiding behind Vincent, and is only referred to as "my child."

Plus, if you look at Baron Kelvin's expression, he seems like he didn't notice the child on the left at first, and is fascinated at the shyness of said child.

Right after these introductions, Ciel sees his Uncle Klaus and runs straight to him and hops into his arms.

Now if he were in "poor health," he wouldn't be able to do a strenuous exercise such as running.

In the next two scenes, look at where Ciel is placed

Here we see the child on the left once again, and is on the ground, not being held up by Unlce Klaus. While Vincent does refer to that child as Ciel, confusing many supporters of this theory, we find that in the Japanese translation, Ciel is substituted with "konoko," which means "this child." So again, the child on the left has not been labeled as Ciel.

And then, we see Ciel back on Klaus' shoulder. Looking at the picture prior to this, a speech bubble is covering his right shoulder, where the Ciel in this picture is sitting.

How can Ciel shift back and forth from the left and right sides, and on and off the ground so quickly?

To sum this section up,

Here's a picture to consider:

Now, Ciel's flashbacks to his time with the cult (includes Book of Circus arc along with arcs afterwards)

The scene above is of the real Ciel being murdered while the sickly twin is watching Ciel being taken away, reaching out for him, calling out to "Ciel," and then making a deal with Sebastian to have vengeance on the people who did that to him.

And then, Sebastian asks for the boy's name.

Ciel not only hesitates to give the demon his name, but you can also see an arm on the sacrificial table, indicating that a body is still on there, aka, the real Ciel.

Afterwards, Ciel and Sebastian have a confrontation

Not only is the blood stain gone from his shirt, but Sebastian calls Ciel a liar. Now, why would Sebastian accuse him of such a thing? Unless he was lying about being Ciel Phantomhive, Sebastian wouldn't have a reason to accuse this boy of being a liar.

Not only this, but consider future scenes with Ciel

I don't see a scar on his chest from being stabbed.

Do you?

I mean, if they can remember to draw a brand on Ciel's back, then why can't they draw a stab wound?

Plus, Ciel would have to take certain measures to bathe in order to not reopen the wound,

But he doesn't have a wound now does he?

Other things to consider about the theory is Ciel hides his sickness. In the Ship arc, Ciel is seen coughing and showing symptoms of asthma.

If he had asthma while he was younger, then Lizzy was bound to know about it. So why are he and Sebastian keeping it from her?

While Ciel is very proud, he doesn't care if his health acts up around others, he made that clear in Book of Circus.

So why would he pretend to be okay around Lizzy? 

Ciel was the active, and friendly twin, while the Ciel we know is sickly and shy. When reunited with Lizzy, she thinks about how this Ciel is smaller and thinner than she remembers and assumes that she got taller.

Ciel was only gone for a month, so they wouldn't have grown that much in that space of time.

The younger twin usually doesn't inherit the riches because the oldest usually does. Plus, younger twins are prone to be smaller and thinner than the older twin as well.

In addition to that, Ciel always forgets to refer to her as "Lizzy" instead of Elizabeth. Calling her by her full name would be very informal considering that they would always play together since they were younger

And at Easter...

Since the younger twin can't go outside for Easter egg hunts and stuff, he wouldn't feel nostalgic about things like Easter eggs. Plus, he is not the one that would hunt for eggs with Lizzy. He clearly shows that he is trying to cover up not remembering that childhood memory that is very important to Lizzy, because while he already shows symptoms of illnesses, he can't show that he completely forgot everything that Lizzy and Ciel did together, even though he actually never did anything with them at all.

In addition to everything else, take a look at this family tree

Single branches show that only one child was born from this couple, but when it gets to Vincent and Rachel, the branch splits in two, showing that Ciel isn't the only child born from them.

While the evidence of this theory is endless, I'll leave it with this for now. I may post more evidence later this week.

As far as my opinion, I swear by this theory. It's clearly obvious that the Ciel Phantomhive we all know and love isn't the actual heir to the estate based on this evidence. And he would lie about being Ciel so that way this fortune doesn't all go to waste.

What do you all think?

Credit for this weeks theory:

@Nishkaxx

Fan Theory Friday 5/6

Sorry for the late post, guys.

I'd kept myself quite busy today, so I didn't have time until now to reveal the fan theory.

I didn't forget about you though!

Again, this fan theory is a little silly, so bear with me.

Here it goes, the first fan theory for Fan Theory Friday:

Is Sora from "Kingdom Hearts" actually Ralph from "Wreck it Ralph?"

The first give away that Sora is actually Ralph was the physical attributes.

Take a good look at Sora's hands and feet. They're not exactly small now are they? 

I personally always thought that Sora's shoes were just big because of concept art,

But that would mean his hands wouldn't be as big as they are.

Now you know what they say about big hands and big feet,

They have a large shoe size

Obviously.

And Ralph also has large hands and feet, as Vanellope pointed out in the movie.

The two characters also have brown hair, and similar outfits. Ralph takes on the appearance of a red shirt and red overalls, and Sora is seen to be wearing a similar outfit.

Like so:

Not only are they physically similar, but have a similar story.

Now, what my SO and I believe happened is that Sora eventually loses his keyblade (as suspected in "Kingdome Hearts 3") while trapped in our world.

Since in our world, "Kingdom Hearts" is a video game, Sora could've easily been able to jump into the video game world to return to his home.

It wouldn't be impossible for Sora to travel into the video game world since he was easily able to jump into the "Winnie the Pooh" book in "Kingdom Hearts 1."

 

Not to mention that he also travels to Tron in "Kingdom Hearts 2."

While looking for the "Kingdom Hearts" game, he ends up in "Fix it Felix Jr," where he becomes known as the bad guy, Ralph. He's trapped in this game for 30 years, and eventually becomes obsess with being the hero because he was the hero in his last world.

Not to mention that Ralph and Sora have friends that are short, wear blue, and mostly combat using magic

And tall friends that use hand to hand combat 

Friends that are goofy 

Friends that mean business

That usually come off as strong and serious, but can change expressions in seconds

Not to mention the best friend that is secretly a princess 

And the friend that let their hearts be consumed by the darkness

And in the end of the movie, Ralph proves that he would go to any extent to save any world he comes across, even if it isn't his responsibility.

In the beginning, Ralph and Sora only viewed things in perspective of themselves, like finding Riku and Kairi, or finding that medal, to realizing that the needs of others will always fulfill the ones in your heart.

And that while you may be separated

Your friends remain in your heart

Oh, and one more thing,

The cameo of Sora in the "Wreck it Ralph" movie is actually just a generic cowboy...

You can see the hat if you look hard enough.

Okay, so even though I came up with the theory, I think it's a little outrageous, like no one would go to such an extent to make Sora into Wreck it Ralph.

However,

Since I'm a troll, I'm going to take sides and agree with the theory.

You can do the same, unless you're so outraged that you cannot even think of Sora being Ralph without dying inside.

Just have fun with this~

A New Start

Hello idiots

I mean

My f...fri...acquaintances 

I've been meaning to do this blog post for a week now, but the manor has been quite outrageous.

First, Sebastian wouldn't let me on Twitter until I finished all of my "exams."

Then, we had a wind storm and lost power.

It's not too much of a big deal, but it was quite an inconvenience for me.

And then, my company decided to have a conniption fit because I wasn't "working hard enough."

Do they not realize that I pay them?

Whatever.

Anyway, since I'm going to be on more often until my writer starts school again, I have decided to be more...

Involved.

More RP starters, answer more questions on ask.fm, balls, 30 day anime challenges, and something new that I'd like to experiment with:

Fan Theory Friday.

I'll post the rules of Fan Theory Friday under my blog rules, but this is basically the gist:

I'm going to research different fan theories,

They can be anything from kuroshitsuji to Disney or whatever you all like,

And make a blog post especially for that theory.

I'll post my opinion at the very end of the post, and then you can all comment whether or not you agree or disagree.

Be sure to comment on Twitter, not blogspot.

It's meant to be something fun for all of us to connect with one another, so any violations of the rules will result in consequences.

Tomorrow's theory is going to be something a little silly that my writer and their SO came up with, so just be prepared for that.

If you have a request for Fan Theory Friday, be sure to DM me.

It's first come first serve, but all of them will be taken into account.

Be sure to participate because I think it will be..."fun."

I mean, I own a toy company,

If anyone knows how to have fun, it's me.

Anyway, it's good to be back on Twitter again. 

Don't hesitate to DM me for RPs

And...I'll see you tomorrow for Fan Theory Friday.

Your Earl of Sweets,

Ciel Phantomhive 

Late Nights and Bug Bites

You know, despite my engagement to Lady Elizabeth Midford, I don't understand the concept of love.

I mean, why spend so much time obsessing over one person when you're better off on your own?

Besides, you're going to get hurt anyway. Whether it's intentional or not, you will be offended by someone you love.

Either that or they die in a fire...

I really should be getting some sleep, but another prompting arises and alerts me to write a blog

About bug bites.

You see, there's this sort of "bug"

I'm not sure if it's real or not

But it seems to be affecting my writer profusely

And it all started at a bowling alley with a song request.

My writer had already been bummed out that day. They desperately wanted to be with the person they met online, but nobody approved. No one supported their feelings, and it was really upsetting.

Then, my writer decides to go bowling with their parents and best friend.

Then, some idiot over the intercom calls themselves a "DJ" and insists that people come to the counter and write song requests.

Of course, my writer loves certain performers as opposed to the crap on the radio you humans consider music. So they couldn't resist the offer.

Going up to the counter, they begin to write a couple of songs on that list. They glance at the DJ, give them a friendly smile, and think to themselves, "man...they're kind of cute."

Suddenly, they start talking to my writer.

Now, my writer is open to conversations,

But I don't recall the DJ having permission to just start talking...

Anyway, they make a comment about a certain apparel my writer was wearing. It had to do with their religion, which was sort of nice that someone recognized it without bashing it for once.

When my writer wasn't returning to the lane for their turn, their best friend got impatient and sort of honed in on the conversation.

Then, seeing the opportunity, the DJ gave them a card to do a survey and get free stuff.

I mean, free stuff, that doesn't seem to shabby.

As soon as my writer and their friend walked away, the friend immediately turns and says "We are getting their number tonight."

My writer wanted to argue, after all, they loved someone else, but maybe a date couldn't hurt.

So after irritating the poor soul the remainder of the night, they finally got their number.

It took a while for them to actually talk to my writer, since their best friend is the one that usually ends up with people, but when my writer didn't text them one day, the DJ got some sort of separation anxiety.

My writer was quite miffed

They had been interrupted from a much-needed nap.

Well, after a few minutes trying to console this stranger, an offer came up.

If my writer came in to bowl, then the DJ would give it to them for free.

Of course, they had to bring their best friend, but they brought a date so my writer can be alone with this new "love interest." It was a quiet night so the DJ wasn't really needed for anything.

It was my writers birthday that day.

And apparently they are at "good age."

After talking the whole night, my writer found themselves with a date for that following Tuesday.

And then the next Tuesday

And the Saturday after that.

But wait,

Is it wrong to be with this person after confessing their love to someone online? 

Someone they've known longer and better than anyone?

Well...they didn't know.

It was scary...because with all of this confusion, more self-harm started.

Things started getting bad, so they prayed.

My writer tends to get a lot of answers that they need through prayer, because that's just how much faith they have in their God.

I personally don't pray because I don't get caught up in stupid crap like this, but you know they probably have a point to all of this nonsense.

The feeling they got was really peaceful.

In fact, they hadn't felt that confident or happy before in their whole life.

They had to make a choice, and the DJ was the one they needed in their life.

And they haven't left their side since then.

*Writer*

It's still scary for me. I still feel the attraction to my internet friend, and to be honest I don't think I will ever stop loving them. But the life I want to live wouldn't work with them. I'd be asking a lot of them, and I'm not willing to compromise some of these things.

With the DJ, I don't have to compromise anything.

I sometimes wonder if the feelings I have are just me conforming to a label, the exact thing my friend wanted to avoid.

But if it looks like a duck

It sounds like a duck

And it walks like a duck

Then it's probably a duck.

*Ciel*

You're such an idiot*

*Writer*

Shush, little boy.

*Ciel*

Just finish this stupid blog post already, I'm very tired.

*Writer*

FINE

Anyway, tonight I wanted to write about my beloved because they actually give me hope and reason in life.

I don't have the urge to cut anymore 

I can be myself

And I don't have to worry about whether or not they love me back.

I don't mean to offend my internet friend at all, but I was constantly afraid. I was afraid that they were mad at me and didn't want to talk.

I was afraid that I had pushed them away because of this new person that had suddenly entered my life.

I was constantly afraid, and it's nobody's fault but mine.

While I love them, I didn't love them enough to completely and entirely trust them, and any relationship where there isn't trust is bound to fall.

I love them

But I can't be with them

They are my poison 

But only because I react poorly to the side effects of their love.

The thing about me and this DJ is that while it's only been a few months, so much has happened between us.

Everytime I see them, I light up.

I'm always nervous and get butterflies whenever I see them.

I'm the happiest I've ever been.

*Ciel*

You see, this is what happens when the fangs of an insect with infectious feelings of infection penetrate your skin.

You start acting delusional and stupid.

Your stomach is infected with air bubbles and you're so high up in the clouds that you think butterflies are in your stomach.

*Writer*

Are you trying say I've been bitten by a love bug?

*Ciel*

Call it what you want, but my message is clear,

People who have "fallen in love" are idiots

Just look at Grelle.

*Writer*

No, that's not the point.

*Ciel* 

Then make it before I throw your phone.

*Writer*

Goodness gracious, you are an impatient child.

Anyway, the point of this blog post is if you're laying in your bed, looking through your news feed, trying to comment on somebody's post because the Internet makes you feel complete because reL friends are jerks,

I hope you will just stop and click on this link so I can tell you this.

I didn't share this story to brag about my new relationship.

I shared this with you because it took another person in my life to make me feel complete.

Sometimes we all feel empty, scared, and confused, especially when facing complicated obstacles.

You will never be truly alone if you just keep your eyes and mind open. 

Yes, it's true that you will get hurt

But you know, it's for your own good.

I've already been hurt because of a misunderstanding, but that has just made this relationship stronger.

The point of love isn't always about obsessing over someone else.

It's about looking out for your own well-being by helping someone else create one of their own.

You don't need a boyfriend or a girlfriend to find love.

It can be a family member, a best friend, or someone you've babysat since they were a little baby.

Love comes in different ways, shapes, and forms.

True love saves you from yourself

And gives you a reason to look forward to tomorrow.

Now, since it is quite late for me, I fear I must retire now.

And don't worry,

Love is everywhere, just keep your eyes open when you look for it.

Your Earl of Sweets,

Ciel Phantomhive 

Death is Peaceful

This hiatus of mine is ridiculous.

I've been upset over nothing, and pushing my friends away because I selfishly avoid Twitter so I can wallow in my self pity.

Horrible person I am.

It's been a long time since I've been on my other RP accounts, and I know I've let some people down.

I've had these constant thoughts about dying so I wouldn't be a bother to anyone anymore.

The epitome of peace is death, and there is nothing I wish for more than to satisfy that craving of my mind and body to be completely and utterly lifeless.

However,

My spirit is terrified of death, and while I just want a taste, I know that nothing will be sweeter and everything else will be bland.

But how long will it take before death becomes bland to me?

I can only understand what it means for something to be sweet if I had tasted something sour and bitter.

For the past few weeks, I have become bitter in bitter situations, and sour when things are no longer sweet because I started to reflect my conflicts on the outside because I was on the threshold of giving up.

And I was wrong.

I was wrong for thinking I can just run away from my problems.

It was wrong for me to believe the words my demons whisper for me.

I was wrong for faltering away from the advice I give out so freely.

I was wrong for using these blogs to complain about my life.

They are here for me to help you.

And I've been taking advantage of this power by having my own pity party.

What made Twitter and these blogs special is that I had the opportunity to help out a lot of people and share my wisdom.

And I know school keeps me busy, but I love going onto Twitter.

I love talking to my friends.

I love speaking to all of you because the world on my handheld device is more beautiful and welcoming than the one I wake up to.

So I promise, right now, on March 28, 2016, 9:47 P.M., that the Ciel Phantomhive you fantasize about, dream to meet, and wish was real will come to you. I'll go back onto my other accounts because RP is something I am passionate about.

In fact, 

I'm passionate about all of you.

My school gets out the last week of April, so I will definitely be on more when that time comes.

Continuing on that note, one of my favorite anime characters once said "If you truly want to escape the everyday, you must constantly evolve."

I need to let these hard times mold me to become better, not bitter. I know that this depression won't go away overnight, but I finally understand that the life I live, in real life and on Twitter, is a paradise. My life isn't that bad, in fact, things are good for me right now.

Just like a person walking for the first time after being in a wheelchair for a long time, I'm learning how to smile again.

And I know this smile will form quicker by committing to you all once more.

Forever Your Earl of Sweets,

Ciel Phantomhive