I'm Home

Hello my pawns.

Please pardon my recent absence. My writer insisted we participate in the "Comic Con," so naturally I was dragged along.

There were a lot of strange people there.

Especially people dressed like me!!!

And people dressed like me wearing a dress!

What a bunch of weirdos...

My writer must have felt right at home.

Anyway, I've been pondering about things to share with you during my absence.

My writer was reunited with once of their best friends and was able to spend time with them at comic con.

It was great to see their smile again, but on the third day they were absent, so my writer's parent went in their stead.

It was honestly their favorite day, spending it with their parent, and it made me think of my own.

 

My own father and mother reached out to me on Twitter.

I'm having a hard time trusting them since I made a deal with a demon to avenge them.

I can hardly believe their really there and I feel like I should reach out,

But my writer is in a similar situation.

They don't want to reach out to their biological family...and I didn't really know why until now.

A lot of you have considered me like your own sibling on this website, and I truly feel honored that you feel close to me in that sense.

I realized that, I don't need the past to feel complete.

I may have a family that is waiting for me to reach out to them, but they are stuck in the past.

The people I have now are much more important

Because they accept me for me, regardless of my attitude,

Because they always do kind things when I don't deserve them,

And

Because they are the ones that are currently with me when I thought I was completely alone.

I have people all over the globe that have helped me get through the hatred and anger my writer channels through me, and I can honestly see some improvements.

They have their days when it gets too hard, like today, but then I talked to people that I love more than my own woes.

Basically, you are my family.

I've never met any of you, but you are my Twitter family.

And you're all important to me.

Yes, I have my days where I judge and get mad and say things I don't mean,

But I swear,

It's because one person ruined my life and my views.

I know you can help me find myself again, even if it means pretending to be someone else.

I'm also very grateful to have reached 500 followers~

I have done a Q&A to celebrate.

I will still take questions and you can ask as many as you'd like.

Until tomorrow my pawns,

Keep fighting for your king.

Your Earl of Sweets,

Ciel Phantomhive