A Terrible Person

How peculiar,

Here I am, typing up a blog about how I'm a terrible person,

And two little ladies managed to cheer me up.

Well, here it goes.

It started when someone messaged me and asked if I was okay. Then they went on about how I inspire them with these blogs,

And I was so grateful,

Until one thought crossed my mind.

I'm not a good person 

A lot of guilt caught up with me and I dwelled on it a lot more than I should've.

I stole @LordCiel's butler, knowing there was the slightest possibility that their relationship could be patched.

I replaced two Lizzie's because they weren't online when it was convenient for me.

I've made people angry and cry with this account.

I judge people before I get to know them.

I'm so easily irritated by people and I just pick at their flaws. My biggest fear is that when we all die, people will know what I've thought or said about them.

I'm a terrible person.

And the only thing that keeps me from collapsing under the guilt is that I'm only human.

Humans.

They're a despicable race if you ask me.

Mark Twain once wrote an essay about man being the lower animal.

Mankind claims to be at the top of the chain and every creature bows down to them.

However

In the animal kingdom, animals will do whatever it takes to survive, even to the point of death.

Which brings up the point of hunt.

Animals hunt for survival and to feed their families,

While men merely hunt for sport.

They kill without a thought

And for what?

A trophy?

A sense of pride?

Man will do anything to ensure dominance over others.

Man are also animals,

But the threshold is the fact that humans are gifted to know the difference between right and wrong.

I think we have failed to realize that it's a natural instinct to give into the wrong. It's easy to be bad and it's easy to not try.

So, when we do something wrong, it isn't always intentional.

We have the capability to do something about it, and the capacity to recognize our wrongdoings.

We are given overpowering emotions and feelings to drive us to do the right thing.

Mankind is the lower animal, but we always have the choice to redeem ourselves.

So if you ever have a day where you feel like the most despicable specimen on the planet, remember that you're not.

No one is perfect,

Not even Death the Kid.

Sorry man.

Before I conclude, I'd like to thank everyone for the love and support. It means a lot for you guys to check in on me and say such inspiring things to me. I still want to create a utopian RP world for everyone, and to know that I've helped to some degree when I feel like I've done so much wrong really, really makes me feel overjoyed.

Also, thanks for helping me reach 700 followers.

Let me know what you would like for a gift.

I love you all,

And I bid you goodnight.

Your Earl of Sweets,

Ciel Phantomhive