Dark Clouds on a Clear Day

You honestly never know what someone is going through.

Before they openly tell you what haunts them, they always hide a dark past behind that fake smile.

Sort of like how we all hide behind our roleplay characters.

It's easy to curse and cut on someone if you're a different person,

But honestly,

Could your admin do the same thing?

Well?

If you're arguing I'm going to call you stupid because you're yelling at a blog post that can't talk back.

And now you feel ridiculous.

Hah.

What a laugh.~

Honestly though,

There's always that one thing that pokes and prods us until we crack.

It whispers to us.

Those whispers echo.

And under the pressure we break.

If I may ask, what's keeping you from getting rid of the problem?

Are you afraid of losing?

Perhaps you're afraid of getting hurt?

Or maybe you're just afraid of being wrong.

You may not be wrong, but there is always that one part of you that questions it. 

"What if you really are wrong?"

"What if I'm just thinking too much?"

"What if I'm humiliated, and I deserve it?"

I can tell you right now, those that are wrong are those that act thinking they are always right.

Whoever haunts you probably thought that they did nothing to offend you,

When it's really quite the opposite.

Right now, your number one priority, is to face the fears within you.

Perhaps you are meant to show this person that they are wrong?

Maybe you're the one that sets them straight in the end.

But I beg that you don't let it fester.

I've let a pretty deep wound of mine fester and boil and it completely runs my life now.

I felt like it would be easier to brush off if I forgot about it,

But every once in a while, it comes back, and I feel so much unease that this problem will never be solved because all I do is run away from it.

It will take some time to solve your problems completely,

But the least you can do right now, is to absolutely swear that you are a person, and not a problem.

Don't let it ruin the beautiful person that you are.

Don't let it do that to you.

If you do, then it wins.

And if you ever feel alone, you know, you aren't.

Not really.

Everyone goes into a battle with an army,

You just need to recruit your soldiers (friends family, or me)

And prepare your weapons (your talents, your courage, and your strength).

It's been a good day.

No matter where you are,

The world looked so beautiful.

So when it feels like the day takes a turn for the worse,

It was never like that to begin with, and it can always straighten out its course.

And remember one more thing:

In the midst of the woods, enshrouded in darkness, shaken by the thunder and the blinded by flashes of lightning, all the monsters end up being just trees.

I love you all, and I hope I was able to provide for you pawns.

Your Earl of Sweets,

Ciel Phantomhive